Ngeke ngikubuke ufa
Ngeke ngikubuke ufa iyinoveli yesimanje eyabhalwa umbhali wendaba, imbongi, umbhali wezindaba ezimfushane, umbhali kanye nelungu leRoyal Spanish Academy u-Antonio Muñoz Molina. Umsebenzi washicilelwa ngo-Agasti 30, 2023 ngelebula yokushicilela i-Seix Barral, eyaziwa ngokuzibophezela kwayo ezincwadini ezisezingeni eliphezulu zaseLatin America. Ngale ncwadi, u-Muñoz Molina ubuyela enganekwaneni ngomsebenzi oshukumisayo ngokungagwegwesi.
Ngiyabonga kule noveli, Umsebenzi wombhali uphakanyiselwe ezikhathini ezingcono kakhulu zemibhalo yombhali wase-Austrian uThomas Bernhard. e Ngeke ngikubuke ufa, U-Antonio Muñoz Molina udweba enye yalezo zindaba zothando ezimakwe ngenkumbulo, ukulahlekelwa nokuhlangana kabusha nento oyifisayo kanye nawe. Lapha, isiqiniseko sentshiseko nesifiso salokho okwahlanganiswa ekubonisweni kwe-prose enhle.
Amazwibela we Ngeke ngikubuke ufa
Ukuhlangana kwe-surreal
Umusho wokuqala wetheksthi yemibhalo yiwona obaluleke kakhulu. Akukhona nje kuphela ukuthi umnyango wevolumu yonke, kodwa futhi unesibopho sokusetha ithoni yawo wonke umsebenzi. Ngeke ngikubuke ufa ihambisana ngokugcwele nalo mthetho ongaphoqelelwe, eqala ngomugqa omuhle ovusa ilukuluku, isungula i-prose esankondlo, futhi isungule ingxabano: “Uma ngilapha futhi ngikubona futhi ngikhuluma nawe, lokhu kumelwe ukuba kuyiphupho.”
Yilokhu elikutshela khona UGabriel Aristu a Adriana Zuber, uthando lwakhe lwangaphambili lweqiniso, angakaze alubone iminyaka engamashumi amahlanu. Ngenkathi evaleleke eSpain ngesikhathi sobushiqela, wayejabulela ubumnandi bempumelelo yobungcweti e-United States.. Kodwa ngemva kwamashumi amahlanu eminyaka, lapho bephinda behlangana, konke kubonakala kungenzeka. Umhlangano udlula ezihlazweni ezindala, ukuphulula nokuphuthuma.
Amandla okukhohlwa nenkumbulo
Lapho besebancane, uGabriel Aristu no-Adriana Zuber Babenobunye balabo budlelwano bothando obukhuthaza ababhali ukuthi bakhe ezothando zabo.. Zazidalelwene, noma zazicabanga ngaphambi kokuba impilo ibahambise ezindleleni ezihlukene. Ngenxa yalokho, bobabili bacindezela ezifubeni zabo uthando olujulile kangangokuthi lwahlala lugxilile ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, lwembuleka ngamandla abhubhisayo eminyakeni eminingi kamuva.
Ukwehlukana kanye nokuma kwemizwa okwalandela kwadala ukuthatheka okucashile kuzo zombili izithandani. Akukhona nje ukuthi babehlanya ngokungazi ukuthi bahlangane futhi, kodwa ngandlela thize, Isibalo salowo nalowo kwakuyindlela yobuntu bakhe, amaphupho kanye nempilo yangaphambilini., ezithole ithuba lokuvuka ngemuva kokushayisana kwazo.
Isithombe esithinta inhliziyo sokuguga
Ukucekelwa phansi kwesikhathi kanye nenkani yothando kuyindikimba evame kakhulu Ngeke ngikubuke ufa. Ukuphika ukukhohlwa umuntu ofisayo kanye nesidingo sokumkhumbula kuba leitmotiv nguGabriel Aristu kanye no-Adriana Zuber, abadlula ekuthomeni okunethemba. Lo msebenzi ubhalwe ngozwela nobuhlakani obukhulu, wethula abantu ababili asebekhulile ababhekene nothando lwentsha.
Lapho bephinda bebonana, bakwenza lokho ngenjabulo, intshiseko, isasasa nokwesaba. Naphezu kokuphithizela, ukwesaba ukuphinde uduke kukhulu kunokuqala. Ngeke ngikubuke ufa Ikhuluma ngamaphupho, ngendlela lapho, ngaphandle kwesikhathi, ama-protagonists aqhubeka nokuhlala konembeza wabo ngesifiso esidlula ukuphupha emini. Nakuba akukhunjulwa uthando kuphela, kodwa futhi nobungane.
Ukwenziwa kwe-axis yesakhiwo somsebenzi
UGabriel Aristu no-Adriana Zuber bahlangana eMadrid, maphakathi nawo-60. Wayengowesifazane oshadile, futhi wayengummeli owayethatha izinyathelo zakhe zokuqala kulokho okwakungaba umsebenzi wochwepheshe ophumelelayo. Baqala ukubonana ngasese bobabili kwaze kwaba, ngesinye isikhathi, Ngemva kokunye kokuhlangana kwabo okuthakazelisayo, bayeka ukukwenza. Kamuva, uGabriel wathuthela e-United States futhi u-Andriana wasala eSpain.
Lesi sakamuva sichazwa ngokukhanya okumnyama nokumnyama, uma kuqhathaniswa nekusasa eliqhakazile lomlingiswa oyinhloko, owahamba wayosebenzela inkampani ehlaba umxhwele ngokukhula. Eminyakeni eminingi kamuva, le ndoda ihlangana noJulio Máiquez, uprofesa ofundisa e-United States futhi ongumfundi Uthisha wendodakazi ka-Adriana. Kamuva, uGabriel uhlela ukuhlangana nesithandwa sakhe sangaphambili.
Akulona uthando kuphela olubalulekile lapha
Ngaphandle kobudlelwane obujulile bothando phakathi kwabalingiswa abakhulu, U-Antonio Muñoz Molina Wayenendaba nokuthuthukisa isici ngasinye ngaphakathi kwenoveli. Umsebenzi kaGabriel wobungcweti ubalulekile, njengoba kunjalo ngomlando nemiphumela yawo.. Ngeke ngikubuke ufa Liyincwadi yabantu abadala, okunzima ukuyigaya ngezinye izikhathi, elintula izingxabano ezishibhile kanye neziqephu ezimnandi ezifanele izinkundla zokuxhumana ezibhaliwe.
Lokhu, ngaphandle kokungabaza, isihloko sokuthandana nefilosofi esekelwe emibonweni yezombusazwe yenkathi, umculo, umsindo wama cellos, ama-x-reyi enkumbulo yakudala neyamanje. Ngaphandle kwesizotha esincane esikhona ngasohlangothini lombhali kwezinye izigcawu zothando, Ngeke ngikubuke ufa ayiweli enhlamba ye ezothando ezimnyama, bezinikela ekunikezeni izigcawu ezibhalwe kahle.
Sobre el autor
U-Antonio Muñoz Molina wazalwa ngoJanuwari 10, 1956, e-Úbeda, Jaén, Andalusia, Spain. Ufunde Umlando Wezobuciko eNyuvesi yaseGranada, futhi kamuva wabhalisa kwiJournalism. esikoleni saseMadrid. Kamuva, wazinza eGranada, lapho asebenza khona njengesisebenzi sikahulumeni nomlobi wephephandaba Kuhle, okuhlangenwe nakho kwakhe asebenzisa ithuba lokusungula incwadi yakhe yokuqala yezihloko.
Le nqubo yasiza umbhali ukuba abhale inoveli yakhe yokuqala, okwasho lukhulu ekukhuleni kwakhe njengomqambi wemibhalo, njengoba, ngaleso sikhathi, wayengenalo ithuba langempela. Maduze, Waba umbhali onekhono, wawina uMklomelo Wabagxeki. kanye Nomklomelo Kazwelonke Wokulandisa Wobusika e-Lisbon kanye nePlanethi Ye-Polish Rider.
Ezinye izincwadi zika-Antonio Muñoz Molina
Novelas
- Beatus Ille (1986);
- Ubusika eLisbon (1987);
- IBeltenebros (1989);
- Indoda yamahhashi yasePoland (1991);
- Izimfihlakalo zaseMadrid (1992);
- Umnikazi wemfihlo (1994);
- Umdlandla weqhawe (1995);
- Inyanga egcwele (1997);
- UCharlotte Fainberg (1999);
- Sepharad (2001);
- Lapho uBlanca engekho (2001);
- Umoya weNyanga (2006);
- Ubusuku bezikhathi (2009);
- Njengesithunzi esishiyayo (2014);
- Izinyathelo zakho esitebhisini (2019).
Izindaba
- Omunye uyaphila (1988);
- Akukho okukhethekile (1993);
- I-Hudson's End Lighthouse (2015);
- Ukwesaba izingane (2020).
ama-eseyi
- I-Córdoba yama-Umayyads (1991);
- Iqiniso lenganekwane (1992);
- Kungani izincwadi zingasebenzi? (1993);
- Injabulo emsulwa (1998).
- Ubuqiniso benganekwane: I. Isakhiwo nendaba; II. Umlingiswa kanye nemodeli yakhe; III. Izwi nesitayela, kanye IV. Isithunzi somfundi (umjikelezo wezinkulumo ezinikezwe eJuan March Foundation ngoJanuwari eyodwa);
- Ukusungulwa kwesikhathi esedlule: Ukudingiswa kanye nesikhathi esingalungile ngu-Max Aub (1996);
- Umkhondo wamanye amagama (1999);
- Jose Guerrero. Iciko elibuyayo (2001);
- Isibindi sokubheka (2012);
- Konke lokho kwakuqinile (2013).
Izidayari
- Manhattan Windows (2004);
- izinsuku zedayari (2007);
- Konke lokho kwakuqinile (2013);
- Ukuhamba ngesizungu phakathi kwabantu (2018);
- Buyela lapho (2021).
Izihloko
- I-Robinson yasemadolobheni (1984);
- Nautilus Diary (1986);
- ukubonakala (1995);
- Insimu yase-Edene: imibhalo kanye ne-diatribes mayelana ne-Andalusia (1996);
- Ibhalwe ngokuphazima kweso (1996);
- Ezinye izibuko zePla (2000);
- Impilo ezayo (2002);
- Ukuwela (2007).