Reinaldo Arenas, munyori weCuba uye anopikisa, akazvarwa zuva rakaita sanhasi muna 1943. Kuti timurangarire nhasi tinounza izvi kusarudzwa kwenhetembo yebasa rake, iro bhuku rake re autobiographical rinomira pachena manheru asati asvika, yakanyorwa paakanga ari mujeri, yaakaenda nayo elokuva mugore ra2000 uye akaridza Javier Bardem.
Reinaldo Arenas
Arenas akaberekerwa mukati Mvura yakachena, mumhuri inozvininipisa uye yakaderera, uye mukuyaruka kwake akakumbanira revolution inotungamirwa naFidel Castro naChe Guevara.
Novhero yake yekutanga uye yekupedzisira yakaburitswa muCuba aine makore gumi nemapfumbamwe chete ekuzvarwa yakanzi Celestine kusati kwaedza, nokuti rimwe basa rake rose rakabudiswa kunze kwenyika. Mumakore makumi matanhatu aive akabatwa nezviyero zveHurumende yeCuba kurwisa ngochani. Asi zvaive mumakore ekumaXNUMX apo akatiza mushure mekunge apomerwa mhosva yekushungurudzwa kwepabonde uye akasungwa uye nguva pfupi pashure pacho akasungwa zvakare uye kusungwa mujeri reEl Morro.
Akaverenga zvese mukati Before Night Falls. asi paivapo mamwe mabasa Chemhondoro Imba yamambo yema skunks machena chaiwo, Pakati , kupedza parade, Arturo, Nyeredzi inopenya zvikuru, ruvara rwezhizha y Kurwisa.
Reinaldo Arenas - Kusarudzwa kwenhetembo
sonnets kubva kugehena
Zvese zvingave zvakave, kunyangwe zvakave,
Hazvina kumbobvira zvaita sezvazvarotwa.
Mwari wenhamo akachengeta
kupa chokwadi chimwe chirevo.
Imwe pfungwa, isina kumbofanoona,
inovhara kusvika kune chishuwo chakaitika;
zvokuti mufaro uchiri kunakidza
haigoni kuenzana neyakagadzirwa.
Kana hope dzako dzazadziswa
(rakaoma, basa rakaoma kwazvo)
hapazovi nekunzwa kuti wabudirira
asi inoramba iri muuropi hwakaneta
the dark intuition yekurarama
under perennial con subdud.
Kwete, mumhanzi wakasimba
Kwete, mumhanzi une simba, taura neni zvedenga!
uko kunosungirwa kuchera pasi.
Handifungi kuti kune nyaradzo yakadaro
uko kuri kungorarama hondo isingaperi.
Zvakanaka, ndiani anotyisa atodhirowa chidzitiro
anoziva kuti kutyisa chete munyika mune.
Rumbo rwako, shungu nekushingaira hakuna maturo.
Ndinonzwa gonhi rekupedzisira richivharwa.
Uye kutsamwa kweiyo snap kwakakura kwazvo
kuti izwi rakashinga rinotosvotwa
kumubvumo wayo wakaoma, kutinhira kwayo kunouraya;
uye kunyange nziyo dzakawanda dzemanzwi
pamberi pezhowezhowe yemasuwo akadaro
runyerekupe rwayo rwuri kunyararawo.
mwedzi wapera
Sei kunzwa uku kwekuenda kunokutsvaga
kupi nyangwe ukabhururuka zvakadii
Handifaniri kukuwana.
Iko kutya kusingagumi kunondikurudzira zvino
pamusoro pekutyisa kwakawanda nguva dzose kunomutsa iwe.
Shungu dzedu hadzizowani zororo
(kuti kuiwana kunenge kuri kutanga mumwe mutsara)
uye nokuda kwechikonzero ichocho handimboregi kukufungai.
Luna, zvakare pano ndakavharirwa
pamharadzano dzezvinotyisa zvakawanda.
Zvakapfuura zvose zvakarasika
Uye kana ndikasimuka kubva ikozvino
Ndikwo kuona kuti ndarwadziwa
(uye rufu)
nokuti ndakatorarama mune ramangwana.
Iroro, pasina mubvunzo, ndiro rombo rakanaka
kuti ndakatarisana nokubva kugehena.
mudiwa anoshamisa,
Ndinongofanira kufungisisa chiso chenyu chete
(ndeyangu)
nokuti iwe neni tiri rwizi
inoyambuka gwenga risingaperi,
denderedzwa uye risingaperi:
kuchema kumwe chete
Saka Cervantes aive ane pfuti imwe chete
Saka izvozvo Cervantes akanga ane nhumbi imwe chete;
matsi, Beethoven; Villon, mbavha;
Gongora aipenga zvekuti akafamba netsoka.
Uye Proust? Chokwadi, fagot.
Mutengesi wevaranda, hongu, aive Don Nicolás Tanco,
uye Virginia akatora nhanho,
Lautrémont akafa nechando kusvika pakufa pabhenji.
Nhamo, Shakespeare zvakare aive fagot.
Uyewo Leonardo naFederico Garcia,
Whitman, Michelangelo naPetronius,
Gide, Genet naVisconti, ivo vanouraya.
Izvi ndizvo, varume, iyo pfupi biography
(oops, ndakanganwa kutaura Saint Anthony!)
yevaya vanobata nguva yakasimba art.
iwe neni takaparara
iwe neni takaparara
nehasha dzaIshe asingaratidzi chiso chake
kutamba panzvimbo yakatsva
kana kuhwanda pambongoro yerimwe chikara.
Iwe neni tinogara tiri vasungwa
yekutuka kusingazivikanwe ikoko.
Pasina kurarama, kurwira hupenyu.
Vasina musoro, vachipfeka ngowani.
Vagabonds pasina nguva uye pasina nzvimbo,
usiku hwusingaperi hunotikomba;
kunotusa tsoka dzedu, kunotidzivisa.
Tinofamba tichirota muzinda mukuru
uye zuva, mufananidzo waro wakaputsika, rinotidzorera
kushandurwa kuita jeri rinotichengeta.
Vakafa havasivo vanotsamwisa
Munhu akafa haasi iye anokonzera kukotsira
Zvinoshamisa kuona kuti tinokanganwa sei
rufu rwake, kurwadziwa kwedu kukuru.
Mufi asara, tinoenda.
Haasi iye akafa, aiwa, anoenda pamudyandigere.
Isu ndisu tiri kukurukura,
pachitunha chinotitarisa chinyararire.
mukana wokuramba uchirarama.
Kana mundangariro vakafa tinoona
(mitambo yenguva, macabre scanner)
Saka, haasi munhu akafa watiri kuona.
Ndisu tinoramba takasuwa
tichiona kuti tinotaridzika sei pasina kutya
kune uyo ari kuora mukutyisa kukuru.