Isithombe: Carmen Conde. I-RAE
UCarmen Bala u-Abellan wazalelwa eCartagena (Murcia) ngo Agasti 15 ka 1907. Wasebenza njenge uthisha wasemakhaya futhi wasungula neNyuvesi Edumile yedolobha lakhe. Wayengumngane ka-Azorín, uJuan Ramón Jiménez, uMiguel Hernández, uMaría Cegarra, noma uVicente Aleixandre no-Antonio Buero Vallejo. Wafunda izincwadi noDámaso Alonso kanye iphrozi nevesi eshicilelwe. Ingabe i- owesifazane wokuqala ukungena njenge-academician egcwele eRoyal Spanish Academy ngo-1979 futhi wahlala esihlalweni K. Phakathi kwemisebenzi yakhe ezinye iziqu Uphila ngokumelene nesibuko sakho (inoveli) noma Ngiphephetha elihamba lingabuyi (izindaba). Lezi ezinye izinkondlo ezikhethiwe njengesikhumbuzo senkumbulo yakhe.
UCarmen Conde Abellán - Izinkondlo Ezikhethiwe
Ukulethwa
Ngoba umzimba
umzimba wonke uvikela impilo
ubuninimandla onke obungacacile kodwa obukhazimulayo,
Ihlala ikhona, iyohlala ikhona.
Futhi ngubani othanda futhi ofuna, ofuna
baphathe futhi banikele abanakho.
Ebusuku nakusihlwa, ekuseni noma ekuseni,
uthando, uthando luthatha umzimba
ekuhambeni okufiphele, noma ukuxokozela
ngendlela egcwele udaka:
iphakade elimnyama elinikeza ukuphila
ukufa okuhlanganisiwe.
Intaba-mlilo eneqhwa; yizilwandle
lucid futhi giddy
ngokufutheka ukufa ngisakuthanda?
Ngoba lokhu ukulethwa kwalowo othandayo:
inhlekelele ye-despotic.
Ngabe nginje, ngabe nginje, uyazibuza,
ukukhula ezimpambanweni zemigwaqo zasendle,
ngiphila ekufeni kwami engikuhlengayo,
ngokufutheka ukufa lapho ngikuthanda?
Umzimba ulalele ngesizotha
kanti omunye mina uyancishwa embuzweni.
Ukuvuka kuphelele kanjani. vele uyahlubula
ukuhlasela ngokwakho, umzimba uyabubula.
Ulwandle luyabuya luthi luyamunca
futhi aphinde awe futhi alulame.
imvula ngoMeyi
Umuhle kanjani wena ongalali!
Kuthatha wena futhi kukubumbe umoya omnandi
ngaphezu kwezingadi nezithombe.
Umzimba wakho ngokaVenus ogwini
ulwandle lwaphakade phakathi kokusa.
Woza kimi njalo, ube lomusa kimi.
Umkhosi wamaqabunga emagatsheni awo
abaphuphi abancane bayakulahla
ukuthi ekunyakazeni amaqoqo akhuphuka.
Anginayo imbali... Isiqu sami kuphela
izindlu insimbi izithelo.
Imvula engiyicabangayo, i-melancholic:
ungakhuleli mina Ngihlala ngigcwele amanzi.
wonke amehlo
Ukubheka yizihlahla ezilahlekelwa amaqabunga.
Kufanele ungene ku-compact,
ukubhoboza imfihlakalo ukuthola umhlabathi
embozwe ngobhabhulini, ama-elms,
yemisedari enezinyawo zewebhu.
Izimila eziqinile zilulaza ngaphansi kwesisindo sesikhathi
ukukhanya kwayo okukhazimulayo, kwama-ether anomswakama...
Ah ukujaha
lamagatsha, lokubukeka
bazisika eziqwini zabo!
Into nje, umhwamuko weasidi nje onwebekayo
amazinyo omhlambi ongakhathali
lapho eluma utshani...
Intuthu engabonakali yohlaza oludabukile,
iphunga elifudumele lephunga.
Siyabalahla, sibasika bequlekile
yokucabanga isikhathi eside.
Futhi sahlala ezindaweni eziwugwadule.
ogwini oludabukile,
ezihlahleni ezingamanga ezingenamanzi noma amasundu.
Ngani, kuze kube nini, ngasiphi isikhathi
Konke lokho kubheka kuzohlangana ngokukhanya okuphithizelayo,
ukuze ube umsebe ocacile?
Lesi phansi esishelelayo,
amagagasi amaqabunga ayengamehlo
ukubambelela ezintweni, ezidalweni, ekukhohlisweni kokubona!
Uthando lokuqala
Yeka ukuthi umzimba wakho wamangaza kangakanani, yeka ulaka olungakhulumeki!
Ukuba konke lokhu okwakho, ukwazi ukujabulela yonke into
ngaphandle kokuphupha, ngaphandle nakanye
ithemba elincane lingathembisa injabulo.
Lokhu kujabula komlilo okuthulula ikhanda lakho,
lokho kukubuyisela emuva,
ikuphonsa kwalasha
elingenakulinganisa nokujula.
kwalasha kanye kwalasha kuphela
kusuka kuwe kuya ekufeni!
Izingalo zakho!
Izingalo zakho ziyafana nezinye izinsuku,
aqhaqhazele avale azungeze umzimba wakhe.
Isifuba sakho, esibubulayo, sangaphandle, siyanyakaza
ngezinto ongazinaki,
yemihlaba enyakazayo...
Oh isifuba somzimba wakho, siqinile futhi siyazwela
ukuthi inkungu yenza kube namafu
futhi ukuqabula kuyayibhoboza!
Uma akekho owake wathi bathandana kangaka!
Ungalindela ukuthi izinwele zakho zishise,
ukuthi konke eniyikho kuyakuwa njengomlilo
ngokumemeza okungenakubalwa,
entabeni ememeza ngokusa?
Umlotha ngelinye ilanga? umlotha lomsangano
wenzani ngempilo esanda kumila emhlabeni?
Awupheli, awucimi!
Lapha unomlilo, lowo obamba yonke into
ukushisa izulu ephakamisa umhlaba.