UMilan Kundera ufile eParis kwiminyaka engama-94 ngenxa yokugula ixesha elide. Umbhali waseCzech uthathwa njengenye yezona zinto zibalaseleyo kwinkulungwane yamashumi amabini, wayehlala eFransi ukusukela ngo-1975, elubhacweni ngenxa yokugxeka kwakhe. ukuhlasela kweSoviet eCzechoslovakia emva kweNtwasahlobo yasePrague ka-1968. Umsebenzi wobugcisa wobomi bakhe njengombhali weencwadi (kunye neyokudlulela ngaphaya kweengqondo zale mihla) umiselwe kanye ngelo xesha, Ukukhanya okunganyamezelekiyo koBuntu, nangona wayekhulise imibongo, izincoko kunye nemidlalo yeqonga.
Phakathi kwakho sebenza yingqokelela yamabali Incwadi yothando oluhlekisayo kunye neenoveli Ukuvalelisa, Incwadi yokuhleka nokulibala, Ukungafi, Ukucotha o Ukungazi. Isihloko sakhe sokugqibela esipapashiweyo sithi itheko lokungabalulekanga. Oku ku ukhetho lwamaqhekeza kunye nemibongo ekhethiweyo ukukhumbula.
UMilan Kundera - Ukukhethwa kwamaqhekeza kunye nemibongo
Ukukhanya okunganyamezelekiyo koBuntu
Weva ivumba elithozamisayo lomkhuhlane emlonyeni wakhe waphefumlela phezulu ngokungathi ufuna ukuzalisa ngomzimba wakhe. Yaye ngelo xesha wayenomfanekiso-ngqondweni wokuba wayesele ekwindlu yakhe iminyaka emininzi yaye wayesifa. Ngequbuliso waba nemvakalelo eyahlukileyo yokuba akanakusinda ekufeni kwakhe. Wayeza kulala ecaleni kwakhe afune ukufa naye. Eshukunyiswe ngulo mfanekiso, wabugquma ubuso bakhe emqamelweni ecaleni kwentloko yakhe ngelo xesha waza wahlala enjalo ixesha elide... Kwaye wayezisola ukuba kwimeko enjalo, apho indoda yokwenene yayiya kukwazi ukwenjenjalo. ngoko nangoko thatha isigqibo.isigqibo, wathandabuza, ngaloo ndlela ehlutha intsingiselo yaso owona mzuzu umhle wakha waphila (wayeguqe ecaleni kwebhedi yakhe ecinga ukuba akanakusinda ekufeni kwakhe).
Wazicaphukela, kodwa kwathi qatha kuye ukuba eneneni kwakungokwemvelo ukuba angayazi into awayeyifuna: Umntu akanakuze ayazi into afanele ayifune, kuba uphila ubomi obunye kuphela kwaye akanandlela yokuthelekisa. kubomi bakhe bangaphambili okanye ukwenza izilungiso ngenxa yabo. Akunakwenzeka ukujonga ukuba yeyiphi na izigqibo ezona zilungileyo, kuba akukho kuthelekiswa. Umntu uphila yonke into ekuqaleni kwaye ngaphandle kokulungiselela. Ngokungathi umdlali omele umsebenzi wakhe ngaphandle kohlobo lokuziqhelanisa.
ubomi kwenye indawo
Kwi-rhyme kunye nesigqi kukho amandla omlingo: ihlabathi elingenamilo, xa libanjwe kwisibongo esiphendula kwimithetho emiselweyo, ngokukhawuleza liba yi-diaphanous, rhoqo, licacile kwaye lihle. Ukuba ukufa kwenzeka kanye kanye xa ekupheleni kwendinyana engaphambili kuye kwafikelela indima yako, kwanokufa kona kuba yinxalenye yolungelelwaniso olumiselweyo. Nokuba umbongo uqhankqalaze ngokufa, ukufa kuya kulunga, ubuncinci njengesizathu soqhanqalazo oluhle. Amathambo, iirozi, iibhokisi, amanxeba, yonke into iba ngumbongo webhola kwaye imbongi kunye nomfundi wayo ngabadanisi baloo ballet. Kakade ke, abo bangqungqayo kufuneka bavumelane nomdaniso. Ngombongo, umntu ufikelela kwimvumelwano yakhe nokubakho, kwaye imvano-siphelo kunye nesingqisho zezona ndlela zingqongqo zokufumana loo khokhodensi. Kwaye ngaba inguqu yoloyiso ayifuni isatifikethi esikhohlakeleyo somyalelo omtsha kwaye, ke ngoko, ingoma egcwele izicengcelezo?
Indoda egxothiweyo kwindawo ekhuselekileyo yobuntwaneni ifuna ukungena kwihlabathi, kodwa, kwangaxeshanye, iyoyika, kwaye ngenxa yesi sizathu idala ivesi eyenziweyo, eyongezelelweyo kunye neendinyana zakhe. Imibongo yakhe mayijikeleze kuye, njengezityalo zijikeleza ilanga; uba liziko lendalo yonke encinci, apho akukho nto ingaqhelekanga kuye, apho aziva esekhaya, njengomntwana ngaphakathi komama, ekubeni yonke into yenziwe ngezinto ezifanayo kunye nomphefumlo wakhe.
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