Kwiminyaka ethile eyadlulayo, ndandiphupha bhala incwadi, ukuba baya kuyipapasha kwi- Uhleli ngaphezulu okanye ngaphantsi kwinqanaba eliphakathi kwaye ubone ikhava yayo kwezinye iivenkile ezivenkileni zedolophu yam, phakathi kwezinye,… Illusive! Ewe, kwiminyaka eliqela eyadlulayo, ndandizikhohlisa ngalo mbandela, ndide ndikwazi ukumba kancinci kumcimbi wokuhlela kwaye ndidibane nabantu abavula amehlo kwaye babeke iinyawo zakho emhlabeni ...
Inyaniso ejikeleze iincwadi kunye nokupapashwa kwazo yahluke kakhulu ... bambalwa kakhulu ababhali ngabo banokuthi ngenene baziphilise ngokubhala, kwaye njalo, umsebenzi wokubhala, wahlawulwa kakubi. Ukuba akukhange kubenjalo, buza uKafka, umzekelo kwaye unike igama libe linye.
Ukuba sikhankanya iSpain, siya kuthi Abalinganiswa abanjengoBelén Esteban bathengisa iincwadi ezingaphezulu kukaMario Vargas Llosa (engabizi mali kakubi), idatha endingazi kakuhle ukuba ikhathalogu: ukuba ayinangqondo, ibuhlungu, okanye ngokuthe ngqo, kwinyani ekrwada nebuhlungu ejikeleze imicimbi ethile yelizwe. Ukushiya izimvo kude, esele ndizandisile kuzo, ndincoma le ncwadi: "Ukubhala kubugcisa bokubhala" de Franz Kafka.
Siza kufumana ntoni kule ncwadi?
Le ncwadi ibandakanya zonke izingqinisiso zikaFranz Kafka, ezifikelelekayo kubaqokeleli, malunga nomsebenzi wakhe kunye neengcinga zakhe eziphambili kunye nokuqwalaselwa kubugcisa bokubhala ngokubanzi, kubugcisa bokubhala iileta nakubugcisa bokuphatha iileta mihla le.
Olu qokelelo ngokulandelelana luqokelela imithombo yolwazi kwimithombo eyahlukeneyo: Los Iidayari nguKafkaImbalelwano yakhe (uFelice Bauer, Milena Jesenská, Max Brod…) kodwa nembalelwano yobungcali nabahleli nababhali; kunye neengxelo, amanqaku, iziqwenga zemisebenzi yakhe kunye nokubhalwa kwencoko.
La maxwebhu anomdla obalaseleyo wendlela eya ku ubomi kunye nomsebenzi kaKafka, kwaye baphinde bakha unxibelelwano olusondeleyo phakathi kwaba babini kuba, njengoko uJoachim Unseld esitsho, “uhambo lobomi bukaKafka lunxibelelene ngokungenakwahlulwa nembali yeempapasho zakhe. Indlela ayilandeleyo yaphawulwa lithemba emva koko ngesigqibo sokuba ngumbhali, egqitha kukhuseleko lokuba mnye (ukhuseleko olwenze imveliso yakhe) de wafikelela ekuphoxekeni (okwagcina kukhubazekile konke ukuvelisa ngendlela ebuhlungu) xa eqinisekisa ukuba akunakwenzeka ukuba afezekise injongo yobomi bakhe.
Umsebenzi kaKafka, oqhekekileyo, oyindida, oqikelelayo, nawo uyayitya le mbalelwano ingadinwayo kunye nesenzo sokubhala ngokwawo.
Nokuba ayihlawulwanga kakuhle, nokuba awuzange ubone indlela umpapashi anomdla ngayo kwincwadi yakho, ukuba ngumbhali kwaye uzinikele kuyo kudlula umdla ococekileyo wezoqoqosho, ukuba wakha, omnye umntu waqalisa ukuzoba igama emva kwelinye ecinga ngayo.