Embindini ka-2001 ileta enikwe ngu- UGabriel García Márquez apho athe ndlelantle ebomini phambi kokuba kufunyaniswe isifo somhlaza we-lymphatic.
Ileta ibingabhalwanga nguye. Umvuzo weNobel, phambi kwakhe isiphithiphithi owayeqeqeshwe kwafuneka eze ngaphambili ukuze aqinisekise ukuba le leta ayiyiyo eyakhe, nokuba usempilweni entle ...
Inyani yile yokuba uMárquez ubhala ngcono kakhulu ... kodwa ileta Ayonto imbi kwaphela, ngakumbi kwimixholo elungileyo. Apha sikushiyela wena ukuze ukonwabele:
«Ukuba ngephanyazo uThixo ulibele ukuba ndingunodoli weengubo, wandinika iqhekeza impilo, ngekhe ndithethe yonke into endiyicingayo, kodwa ekugqibeleni bendizakucinga yonke into endiyithethayo. Ndingazixabisa izinto, hayi ngenxa yokuba zixabiseke kangakanani, kodwa zithetha ntoni.
Ndiza kulala kancinci, ndiza kuphupha ngaphezulu, ndiyaqonda ukuba kwimizuzu yonke esivala amehlo, siphulukana nemizuzwana engamashumi amathandathu yokukhanya. Wayehamba xa abanye bema, wayevuka xa abanye belele. Ndimamela xa abanye bethetha, kwaye ndingakonwabela njani okuhle ice cream yetshokholethi!
Ukuba uThixo ebendinike intwana yobomi, bendiza kunxiba ngokulula, bendiziphosa kuqala elangeni, ndingatyhileli umzimba wam kuphela, kodwa nomphefumlo wam. Thixo wam, ukuba bendinentliziyo, bendizakubhala intiyo yam emkhenkceni, ndilinde ukuphuma kwelanga. Ndingapeyinta ngephupha likaVan Gogh malunga neenkwenkwezi umbongo we UBenedetti, kwaye ingoma kaSerrat yayiya kuba serenade awayeza kubanika yona enyangeni. Ndiza kuzinkcenkceshela iiroses ngeenyembezi zam, ukuze ndive iintlungu ngameva abo, kunye nokwanga okubomvu kweentyatyambo zabo ...
Thixo wam, ukuba bendinesiqwenga sobomi… ngekhe ndivumele nokuba lube lunye usuku ngaphandle kokuxelela abantu ukuba ndiyabathanda, ndiyabathanda. Ndiya kuqinisekisa wonke umntu obhinqileyo okanye indoda ukuba zizintanda zam kwaye bahlala uyathandwa zothando.
Ndingabonisa emadodeni indlela abaphosakele ngayo xa becinga ukuba bayayeka ukuthandana bakuba badala, ngaphandle kokwazi ukuba bayaluphala xa beyeka ukuthandana! Ndingamnika amaphiko umntwana, kodwa makafunde nje ukubhabha. Ndingabafundisa abantu abadala ukuba ukufa Ayizukufika ngokuguga, kodwa ngokulibala.
Zininzi izinto endizifundileyo kuni madoda ... ndinazo funda ukuba wonke umntu ufuna ukuhlala encotsheni yentaba, engazi ukuba ulonwabo lokwenene lusendleleni yokunyuka ithambeka. Ndifundile ukuba xa usana olusandula kuzalwa lukhama umnwe katata wakhe okokuqala ngenqindi lakhe elincinci, ubambekile ngonaphakade.Ndifundile ukuba indoda inelungelo kuphela lokujongela phantsi omnye umntu xa kufuneka imncede yaphakama.
Zininzi izinto endiye ndakwazi ukuzifunda kuwe, kodwa okunene azizukunceda, kuba xa bendigcina ngaphakathi kwityesi, ngelishwa ndizakuba ukufa. "
Soloko uthetha indlela oziva ngayo kwaye wenze into ocinga ukuba .. Ukuba bendisazi ukuba namhlanje ibikukugqibela endizokubona ulele, bendizokugona ngokuqinileyo ndithandaze eNkosini ukuba ibe ngumgcini womphefumlo wakho. Ukuba bendisazi ukuba eli lixesha lokugqibela ukukubona uphuma emnyango, bendiya kukuwola, ndikuphuze, ndikubize kwakhona ukuze ndikunike ngakumbi. Ukuba bendisazi ukuba eli lixesha lokugqibela lokuba ndive ilizwi lakho, bendiya kurekhoda ngalinye lamagama akho ukuze ndiwaphulaphule ndiphindaphinde unaphakade. Ukuba bendisazi ukuba le yimizuzu yokugqibela endikubonayo bendiya kuthi «Ndiyakuthandana" Kwaye andizukubudenge ndicinge ukuba sele uyazi
Kuhlala kukho ifayile ye kusasa kwaye ubomi businika elinye ithuba lokwenza izinto ngokufanelekileyo, kodwa ukuba kunokwenzeka ndiphazamile kwaye namhlanje kuko konke esisele nako, ndingathanda ukukuxelela indlela endikuthanda ngayo kwaye andisokuze ndikulibale. Ngomso akuqinisekiswanga nakubani na, omncinci nomdala. Namhlanje isenokuba lixesha lokugqibela ubona abo ubathandayo. Ke musa ukulinda, yenze namhlanje, kuba ukuba ingaze ifike ingomso, uya kuzisola ngemini ongakhange uthathe ixesha lokuncuma, ukwanga, ukwanga kwaye ubuxakeke kakhulu ukuba ubanike umnqweno wokugqibela .
Gcina abo ubathandayo basondele kuwe, bebeza ukuba ubadinga kangakanani, ubathande kwaye ubaphathe kakuhle, thatha ixesha lokuthi "ndiyaxolisa", "ndixolele", "nceda", "I gracias»Kwaye onke amazwi othando uyawazi. Akukho mntu uya kukukhumbula ngenxa yeengcinga zakho ezifihlakeleyo.
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