Umbhalo obhaliweyo obhalwe nguVirginia Woolf

I-Virginia Woolf, Umbhali waseLondon wazalwa ngo-1882, wasweleka ngenxa yokurhaxwaUkuntywila kubangelwe nguye kwaye ngaphambili waxelwa kwi Umbhalo obhaliweyo ubhekiswe kumyeni wakhe uLeonard. UVirginia ngelo xesha wayenento eyaziwa ngokuba yi-bipolar disorder kwaye waye wangena ngaphakathi koxinzelelo olukhulu olubangelwa zizinto ezininzi:

1. Ikhaya lakhe laseLondon lalitshatyalaliswe yiBlitz (ibhombu yamaNazi).
2. Imfazwe yesibini yeHlabathi yaqala.
3. Kwaye okokugqibela, i-biografi awayibhalayo malunga nomhlobo wakhe omkhulu uRoger Fry wayengenalo ulwamkelo awayelulindele.

Konke oku kongezwe kuye Ukuxhuzula yenza uVirgina Woolf athathe isigqibo uthathe ubomi bakhe ngoMatshi 28, 1941. Emva koko sikushiya imibhalo ebhaliweyo (ngesiNgesi) kunye naleyo iguqulelweyo ebhekiswe kumyeni wakhe.

Othandekayo,

Ndiziva ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiyaphambana kwakhona. Ndiva ngathi asinakudlula kwelinye lala maxesha amabi. Kwaye andizukuphola ngeli xesha. Ndiqala ukuva amazwi, kwaye andikwazi ukugxila. Ke ndenza okubonakala kuyinto efanelekileyo ukuyenza. Undinike olona lonwabo lukhulu. Ubukho ngandlela zonke konke umntu anokuba kuko. Andiqondi ukuba abantu ababini bebengonwaba ngakumbi de kufike esi sifo soyikekayo. Andikwazi ukulwa kwakhona. Ndiyazi ukuba ndiyabumosha ubomi bakho, ukuze ngaphandle kwam usebenze. Kwaye ndiyakwazi. Uyabona andikwazi nokubhala ngokuchanekileyo. Andikwazi ukufunda. Into endifuna ukuyithetha kukuba ndinetyala lonke ulonwabo lobomi bam kuwe. Unomonde opheleleyo kum kwaye ulunge ngendlela emangalisayo. Ndifuna ukuyithetha loo nto - wonke umntu uyazi. Ukuba kukho umntu onokuthi andisindise ibinguwe. Yonke into isukile kum kodwa kukuqiniseka kokulunga kwakho. Andisayi kuqhubeka nokonakalisa ubomi bakho kwakhona.

Andiqondi ukuba abantu ababini bebengonwaba ngaphezu kwethu. V.

Molo,

Ndivakalelwa ngathi ndiza kuphinda ndiphambane. Andiqondi ukuba singaphinde sidlule kwelinye lala maxesha oyikekayo. Kwaye andinakubuya ngeli xesha. Ndiqala ukuva amazwi, kwaye andikwazi ukugxila. Ke ndenza okubonakala ngathi yeyona nto intle ukuyenza. Undinike elona lonwabo liphezulu. Ubukho ngandlela zonke yonke into umntu anokuba yiyo. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba abantu ababini abanakonwaba ngakumbi de kufike esi sifo soyikekayo. Andikwazi ukulwa kwakhona. Ndiyazi ukuba ndiyonakalisa ubomi bakho, ukuba ngaphandle kwam uya kukwazi ukusebenza. Uya, ndiyazi. Uyabona, andinakho nokubhala ngokuchanekileyo. Andikwazi ukufunda. Into endiyithethayo kukuba ndifumana lonke ulonwabo lobomi bam kuwe. Unomonde opheleleyo kum kwaye ulunge ngendlela emangalisayo. Ndiyathetha - wonke umntu uyazi. Ukuba kukho umntu onokuthi andisindise ibinguwe. Ndiphulukene nayo yonke into ngaphandle kokuqiniseka ngokulunga kwakho. Andikwazi ukuqhubeka ndonakalisa ubomi bakho kwakhona. Andiqondi ukuba abantu ababini bangonwaba ngakumbi kunam nawe. V.

Emva kokubhala lo Mqulu, UVirginia Woolf wagcwalisa idyasi yakhe ngamatye waza waziphosa kuMlambo iOuse. Umzimba wakhe wafunyanwa kwiiveki kamva, ngakumbi nge-18 ka-Epreli. Umyeni wakhe wangcwaba isidumbu sakhe phantsi komthi eRodmell.

Masikhumbule ilizwi likaVirginia Woolf

Kule vidiyo ilandelayo, ukongeza ekuboneni ezinye zeefoto zika-V. Woolf, ungaliva ukuba lalinjani ilizwi lakhe enkosi kwirekhodi ye-BBC eyayenziwe ngo-Epreli 29, 1937.

Ukuba ufuna ukwazi ukuba bunjani ubomi bakhe, ngabaphi abanye ababhali awayezirhangqile kwaye yeyiphi eyona misebenzi yakhe mihle, nantsi ividiyo emfutshane yemizuzu emi-5.

Amanqaku amafutshane kunye namagama kaVirginia Woolf

• "Uthando luyinto engekhoyo, ibali elenziwa ngumntu engqondweni yakhe, esazi ngalo lonke ixesha ukuba ayinyani, kwaye ke ulumkile ukuba angatshabalalisi inkohliso."
• "Abasetyhini baphila zonke ezi nkulungwane njengabafazi, benamandla omlingo kunye nencasa yokubonisa ubume bendoda, iphindwe kabini ubukhulu bayo bendalo".
• Ubomi liphupha; ukuvuka yinto esibulalayo.
• "Akukho sithintelo, isitshixo, okanye ibhawuti onokuyinyanzelisa kwinkululeko yengqondo yam."
• "Siyacatshukiswa kukubona izinto ezingabalulekanga zibola kanaphakade kushicilelo."
• "Ndingazama ukucinga ukuba indoda engaziwayo, ebhala imibongo emininzi ngaphandle kokuyityikitya, yayihlala ingumfazi."

• «Ndiqala ukunqwenela ulwimi olunqabileyo njengolo lusetyenziswa ngabathandi, amagama aphukileyo, amagama aphukileyo, njengokuchukumisa kweenyawo ecaleni kwendlela, amagama anelungu elinye njengalawo asetyenziswa ngabantwana xa bengena kwigumbi apho kuthungwa khona umama wabo. bathabatha emhlabeni umsonto woboya obumhlophe, intsiba, okanye iqhekeza lechintz. Ndifuna isikhalo, isikhalo.
• “Awunakho ukuzisa abantwana kwihlabathi elinje; Umntu akanakukucinga ukuqhubela phambili kokubandezeleka, okanye ukwandisa uhlobo lwezi zilwanyana zinenkanuko ezingenazo iimvakalelo ezihlala zihleli, kodwa ziimfesane kunye neebhanari ezikusa ngoku kwelinye icala nangomso kwelinye.
• "Ukuba banamathela kumava abo, baya kuhlala beziva ukuba ayisiyiyo le nto bayifunayo, ukuba akukho nto iyadika kwaye inobuntwana kwaye ayinabuntu ngaphezu kothando, kodwa kwangaxeshanye, intle kwaye iyimfuneko."
• "Akukho nto ingaqhelekanga xa umntu esothandweni njengokungakhathali okupheleleyo kwabanye."